There seems to be so much going on right now, as soon as I get one aspect of my life pact down another part of it crumbles to pieces. I really am confused over how to deal with the situation. I just want to be a good man and I suppose I haven’t been doing that lately. I’m the type of person that tries too hard to make everyone else happy while sacrificing my own happiness. Now the one thing I had in my life that made me happy is out of my grasp. I want it back so badly but I have to let those wounds heal over time. I guess with life comes life’s lessons; finding your purpose in life, finding out what makes you happy, figuring out who you really want to be in your life, and finding out what you want from the those in your life. I’ve had most of that under wraps but things can change so swiftly. I’ve never really had a stable life due to the way I conduct it but I always walked on level ground and kept a level head. Now I truly believe that nice guys do always finish last and I’ve never been one to be content with last place. I guess it’s time to bring back the “Ol’ Larry” and start directing the way that I and everyone around me lives their life. No more fun and games. Play time is over and I’m taking this world for everything that it’s got. I didn’t want to have to resort to bringing back Mic (pronounced Mike) Larry but they’ve all been asking for it so I have to give it to ‘em. Don’t get me wrong, I still love you all but it’s hard to be two people at once so accept me for who I have become. No more Mr. Niceguy B-\
Thursday, April 29, 2010
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Wednesday, April 7, 2010
Are you going continue your education at NAU or will you consider transferring to another college?
I really haven't decided yet, I can still go back to NAU but I kind of want to attend Poly Pomona
Sunday, April 4, 2010
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