It's been a while since I've checked in with you anonymous readers but I've been taking care of a lot of business. The summer was very promising but came with a lot of trials and obstacles. A lot of things happen that I did not like but I can't control everything so I accepted things for the way they are. As of now I am focusing on my future success and trying to build stronger relationships with the people in my life. Easier said than done because there is on relationship that I love and cherish but I'm at wits end with how to handle what's been going on as of late. I just want everyone to be happy but that's hard to do when someone swallows their emotions and hides their true thoughts from you. I've never really been one to hide what was on my mind unless I knew someone wouldn't accept what I proposed to say. It hurts someone you love to tell you to give them space but I try to honor their wishes, what messes me up is they want the space but do everything in their power to keep in touch. So all they tend to do is contradict their plans. I just want closure and happiness, I hate being strung along. I know what the outcomes of the situation are and I don't want to lose out on a true friend, I really just want things to work with no hiccups. Only God knows the way
